It was just yesterday, when I was at Joyce’s place. I noticed this picture. It shows me, or rather, the person I was, I guess, about 7 years ago. I guess… my live has changed a lot the past 7 years. Did it really change, or did I just become more aware of being alive? I guess, I have changed. Because I got to know myself better. All the people who has a role in my life, some people have just been a short while in my life, others are in my life to stay. Oh, there have always been some kind of trouble in my life. But in the end, things always turned out right. It’s just… looking back on my life, feels like I’ve been wasting a lot of time. But yet, I cannot think of a different life. Today, I’m in love with the sweetest boy in this world. I guess, everyone knows that my now. Nikki is really like a gift from heaven. Even through there have been some problems in the beginning, he’s more then I could ever have dreamt of. He’s just perfect for me. Looking at that picture, I doubt, the person I was back then, would even beleive this if I told him. I guess.. I have changed.

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