Archive for December, 2006

What happened to the girl i used to love, who once said
that her worst fear was losing me, to turn into the girl
that said that she doesn’t love me anymore?

In the conversation she dumped me she said:
“sometimes what your heart says
and what your mind says
are different things
always go with your mind
because the heart can lie”

But that’s not true, the mind can lie too. And it did,
at least to me. For months, my intuition was telling me
there is something wrong, but my mind told me not to
worry, my mind told me that everything was fine, while
my intuition was screaming otherwise.
How many times did I ask her “Is something wrong?”
because I just … I just felt like something was wrong,
but she always answered “Everything is fine.” And after
a while, I just gave up asking, knowing she wouldn’t

So, yesterday I talked to a person who I haven’t talked to
in months. Brent Newhall, from the #syllable chatroom
at FreeNode.
So, well for not having talked in a few moths, we talked a
while, about school, coding projects, and stuff like that.
But well, Brent didn’t know yet about the fact Julia dumped me,
and so asked how she was. So, I told him what happened,
and I guess, maybe he is right he was right when he said

dec 03 00:22:35 «BrentNewhall» Painful, but better to move on than stay in a dead-end relationship.

Anyways, it seems my fucking laptop started to get broken again!!!
I am starting to hate Asus…