I just don’t know … i am confused …
words can’t tell what i feel like now …
I am just being depressed … and it feels
like i am loosing my mind … like i am going crazy.
I am drowing in there emotions, in the darkness …
Sometimes there is a light at the horizon, but when
i reach out for it … it is gone … i just don’t know …
don’t know what to do … what is the meaning of this life …
i think it is a cry for help indeed. You should go see a shrink. (aka swabbie, your friend. have a booze, some chatter about whatever interests you, listen to music, go out, or whatever you social guys do)
I went to a dokter wednesday …
well … i wrote about it only
in my dutch blog … sorry…
anyway … the dokter gave
me some pills to help me feel
better …