My friends, I’m sorry, I messed up in the past few days,
didn’t I? I was affraid. I was so ******* paranoid, I’ve
been thinking things… I’ve been saying things… I’ve
been doing things… I’m so ashamed to say.

I’m ashamed to say that I’ve doubted the person
who means everything to me. I’ve questioned
everything, but I should just have trusted him
I should just have beleived in him. I’m sorry,
I messed up. I just went paranoid and started
blaiming everyone and everything.

I hope you can forgive me for what I’ve done.
I hope noone has to see that paranoid side of me again.

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